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Hello, people... just thought I would blog... but there isn't really a lot of nice stuff to blog about actually. Tues I was tired. Wednesday and Thursday a certain HOD pissed me off and put me in a horrible mood-swinging mood for the rest of the time. Friday... well, we all know what happened to put all of us in this quiet, depressed and contemplative mood... Only the last bit of Monday night! =) and the infamous gila episode in Maths lecture managed to perk me up.

Is it just me, or are most of the hardcorers a bit sian-ed too? =(

Must be the dumb homework load. AND dumb PW. PW IS EVILLL.

I was high last night though! Cause of the mess convo! And from reading the hardcore blog. Vinny is a genius.

I promise that I'll be *higher* the next week!!

HOMEWORK NOT DONE:
- M 4 M study review (acts 3 & 4)
- Maths T13 - VECTORS (it's tough beyond belief!)
- Econs - Monopoly DRQ
- GP Comprehension

I SO TOTALLY HATE GP.

Dad is putting pressure on me to drop Maths. The idea is veeeery tempting to me.

因为总在我家巷口和你分手

彷佛偶像剧一样

觉得我们就要发生些什么

总在回家时候不知所措

想再打电话给你

可是再见刚刚才说过

有一种想要拥抱你的冲动

想静静看着你的笑容

让你藏在怀中

直到我每天的尽头

因为想一个人而寂寞

因为爱一个人而温柔

因为有一个梦而执着

因为等一个人而折磨

因为想一个人而解脱

因为爱一个人而宽容

因为有一个梦而放纵

因为等一个人而漂泊

因为想一个人而寂寞

因为爱一个人而温柔

像夜的朦拢

你的深情难懂

我的世界因为你而不同

因为想一个人而解脱

因为爱一个人而宽容

像风的自由

你的深情难留

你的背影是我最美丽的所有

I LOVE THIS SONG! ^^ yin wei by Fan Wei Qi. it's pretty old but it's sooo pretty.

People... you'll never know what will happen... so treasure the people around you before it's too late.

quarantined!

Hello, all! I'm pleased to announce that... I'M ILL!!!!! ahahaha! First it was a horrible sore throat... now the sore throat is gone but so is my voice! What came was the phlegm. And a fever. And muscle ache! I have SARS!! OMG NO!!! -_-" *crapping* Oh, I have bruises too. Which means I have LEUKEMIA!! AH OMG NO! *crapping a lot*

Okay... the illness was passed on by my classmates (I think...) You can't believe how many of them were ill... Haha. The bruises were from cycling. The muscle ache is from PE (I think). I'm trying to look on the bright side! Maybe if I'm ill enough I can see the doc and get an MC... and SKIP AFTERNOON PE!! OHOHO! -_-" Okay, I'd rather not get worse. I HATE being ill. I'm like weak all over. Maybe I don't have a tolerance for illnesses because I seldom fall ill. In fact it's the first time this year.

Actually the sickness came with perfect timing. Cause... there is no hardcorer gathering today! To my knowledge, anyway.

Oh, wait, we're not supposed to talk about things like these... okay then. I'll shut up about being ill now!!

Did I tell you all that I got condemened by my Chinese teacher? Cheryl, Mel and I were sitting in the back playing Bingo... she thought we were talking and made us sit in the front. Afterwards I got caught making hand signals to Mel (cause I had to tell them my number, see). Haha. My first punishment of the year! (Or not. Oh, wait! There was the time I got chased out of the sick bay! -_-")

Actually, I feel quite bad for the Chinese teacher... Chen Hui or something. It's like, she came all the way from China hoping to have a good time here in Singapore but we're being annoying. I saw her sitting alone in the canteen once; felt quite sorry for her. I don't think most people deserve to sit alone in the cafeteria watching people go by like that. She is not even all THAT bad. She looks lonely. The poor woman. Maybe it's because I can relate to how she feels. Haha.

And I do like our new Maths teacher! She is a little TOO sharp sometimes... and she goes a little too fast. I don't know what I attend tutorials for because I just SIT AND TAKE DOWN NOTES. I can't catch anything at all. But she's very cute! During the open book test, she walked around scrutinizing people, dropping hints and poking fun at people. o.o haha!

hm. Maths is being a headache. Jiapei mentioned that it'd be cowardly if one dropped Maths just to avoid doing the tutorials. I've been thinking about that... I suppose it's true. But I really can't stand doing them... I like doing Maths at my own pace. Wahaha.

Yes, I'm STILL thinking about whether I should drop Maths.

Vincent is nagging me about DRINKING MORE WATER. O_O

Hm.. and it's fun to sing National Day songs! I realized my class clique can be quite crazy at times. Haha. Oh no... I just reminded myself of the fact that I can't sing now. Saad.

Guzheng practice is really quite okay now. Maybe it's because we're finally playing decent songs for a change. Hm.

I'm bored. And I don't wanna do my Maths tutorials! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh.

...

I only have three things to blog about at the moment. (I don't even know why I'm blogging when all I want to do is SLEEP.)

1) I finished Harry Potter. It was great.

2) I haven't finished my homework. Econs sucks. Maths sucks.

3) I'm having a migraine and my parents are pissing me off.

Oh, noooooo.... I'm in that rare everybody-should-go-and-*beep* mood. x.x Sorry for being whiny. It must be my stupid migraine. Sorry.

tired.

I decided to give up on all my homework for tonight. I can always pia tomorrow. (See, procrastination.) I'm simply too tired to care... Last night I turned in at eleven but didn't sleep well the whole night, so I went to Pulau Ubin looking like a panda. (I didn't know I have eyerings!!!! o_o!!! oh nooo)

Before I proceed... I must say a BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG thank you to gor Crispy and especially Nini and YH for teaching me to bike. REALLY... I owe you all a treat. ^^ Must thank Sweez for his helpful comments and Cheeki for, er, his REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY methods too. And of course dear MEL!! For biking me around today on that two-seater thing. THANK YOU ALL!! *hugs*

Today's trip to PU was quite fruitful... because we collected more data this time around. (Which also explains why we stayed on the island til five.) This time all the pW groupies were there too. GIRL POWER ROCKS! And so were the hardcorers! Btw! Nini, Cheeki, Sweezy, Vinn... thanks for turning up and tagging along... ahaha...

Had a great time yesterday. Saturday is officially my favourite day of the week. For more info, you can visit Labbit's blog. Ahaha.

very sleepy now. But I will pesevere for the sake of Harry Potter... bleh. draiiiiiined.

If... is only an 'if'.

I'm very sleepy! That's why I gave up doing homework. My goal is to do a biiit each day. But I don't know how I'm going to do homework this Sat and Sun. My weekend is completely taken up by the evilllll PW. (And hardcorers, but hardcorers are not evilllllll.)

So far, I have:
1) Econs PC tutorial (but I don't think it has to be rushed yet.)
2) Maths (Alt. Assessment and Small Angle Approximation. Oh shit.)

See?! I haven't started on Maths! AT ALL! And I ponned one lecture... so I don't know anything about S.A.A. I rule... I think I will do badly this term. Or maybe I'm worrying too much. Blah. Actually, i like to stress myself so that I can work. If not, I absolutely won't. >.<

Yesterday I Sweezy and I chatted online... he said quite a few things that made me think. Then afterwards we arrived at the conclusion that thinking too much is unhealthy because sometimes, ignorance is bliss... once simple-and-nice things become not so simple-and-nice anymore... which is something I must agree with. BUT... I can't help thinking... I'm thinking about things like every minute of the day, even if I don't look it. I think I should stop thinking too much, but I can't help myself. Haha. And then again, back to the simple-and-nice part. If people don't become closer in some way... then complications wouldn't arise, right? So... there's a two-edged sword thing...

Crap, I'm thinking too much again! Hohohoho!

Hahaha... I shall give up trying to become your average JC1 Singaporean female student. I'm abnormal. Came to terms with that long ago.

*misses hardcorers. Still.*

(Von has a new nickname. From now on, you can call her 'Xiao Tong'.)

shooting shoots the bamboo shoots that shoot back at shooting

THANKS, HARDCORERS... Ahaha... I seriously had no idea that you all could be so *creative* la... XD My poor name has been cut and modified and mutilated so many times already... the newest variations being 'chooting' and 'maru'. THANKS ARH~! ahahaha!

Since I haven't blogged in quite some time...

WEDNESDAY
Played badminton with hardcorers for the first time! Ahaha! Actually, to be specific, we people of the KNS were playing street badminton... KNS rules! Ahaha! =D =D Had to leave halfway because of guzheng (btw. NY guzheng is becoming -_-"-inducing again...) and missed much of the gossiping. So sad!

THURSDAY & FRIDAY
Got back some of my results. As of Thursday I started on my F Maths Syllabus! HOHO! I got 25/100! (Why am I sooo proud of myself?!) As it stands, my grades are A, B, C, F. I'm actually hoping to get a D and E for Lit and GP. Then my grades would be A, B, C, D, E, F! So cool, right?! Ahahaha! (Seriously, D and E is something to look forward to. Because I have a feeling that I've failed Lit and GP.)

Friday was quite fun (except that I didn't get to see much of the hardcorers...). Mel, Rach, Aileen, Cheryl and I decided to accompany YH to see the doc during our long break... and guess what happened? *drum roll* We saw... a... DOG! A white and hairy and very scary-looking (to Cheryl and Rach, apparently) dog! It was across the road from us, and then it began crossing the road in our direction... Cheryl and Rach started screaming, which made the rest of us freak out too... and so we decided to cross the road before the dog could come after us. -_-" The people on the other side at the bus stop were giving us these 'wth?!' expressions... We really looked stupid. And all because of a cute, harmless little dog.

We ponned Maths lecture to come up with a beautiful birthday ritual for Mokky! But it didn't work out well because there wasn't much time to initiate it. Relightable candles are fun.

In the afternoon we went to Pastamania to celebrate Mokky's birthday. I'm officially tired of that place (finally). The highlight came when we played 'zhong ji mi ma'. Loser gets to eat pasta covered with that 'parmesan sauce' or something!!!!! URGHHHH.

Afterwards, YH, Mel, Mok, Shavy and I trotted aimlessly around J8. Shavy and I decided to be spastic and kept on throwing Mokky's netball back at forth at each other (as if it was very fun. But actually, it was! Maybe we had no childhood.) The people at Royal Sporting House wouldn't let us play. So Shavy and I went to the stairs (you know, the fire escape routes) and started screaming and playing *monkey* there. We rockz.

SATURDAY
Was very fun! Actually, I thought it wouldn't start off too well... Because... i reached the MRT station at 11.45, 15 mins late. But, to my horror - no one was around! -_-" Ended up waiting at least one hour for everyone.

Haha... at my house, almost everyone started mugging (or doing book-related stuff!!)!! So shocking!! O_O I tried to mug maths, too... (for the sake of my *KB* new HOD maths teacher who is so scary she will probably do evil things if I don't complete that holiday tutorial!) But in the end I ended up doing only ONE MI question. ONE. I rule.

We all went downstairs to play badminton later... but - horrors of horrors! All the courts were taken! Saaad. So we were forced to play at the void deck! It's unsatisfying! Because the ceiling is too low... and I can't serve properly! Haha... I realized that I am dangerous with a tennis racket... Well... my PE sport is squash, btw. I think I will traumatize everyone in my squash lesson as well. Haha. The thing is, I keep on playing badminton with a tennis racket. I have no idea how to use both arms... hm.

Cheeki and Vinny are really *great* teammates in badminton la. LOL. One is extremely violent (yes, more so than me). The other... ER. *shrugs* Vin and Cheeki traumatised me on MSN last night. -_-" Hahaha... there's very little Euni vs Franni entertainment now... but we ALWAYS have Vinny vs Cheeki entertainment. whee.

TODAY
I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE ONLINE. -_-"Was supposed to finish Holiday Tutorial and Lit homework today. NVM! I finished Measure for Measure (AHAHA!) It's a really... erm... strange play. (Why didn't we get to study OTHELLO?! -_-") Shan't go into its, um, plot. But imagine writing essays on it. (Not that I'm very innocent or anything, BUT. BUT. Shakespeare has a sick mind. *nod*)

boredom and baldom

Today's special coverage is on Vinny.

VINNY: heys, im very bored. how?
ME: er. I dunno?
VINNY: ~help me ~shave me
ME: ... *grabs shaver and shaves!*
VINNY: T_T
ME: Vinny has noooooooooooooooooo hair.
VINNY: T_T im bald, and im bored T_T Someone, shave me from my baldom.

...DOTS...

Today we went to play pool instead of bowl. (-_-" but... pool is fun though! haha.) I WON LABBIT! LOL. I wasn't supposed to eat a banana. But I was forced to it all the same. (Anyway, bananas are nice. HAHA.) I actually don't know how I won all those times. I kept giving people 'ball-in-hand's. Hm. I guess I am just the tyco queen.

Okie... I will show you all the real pro me tomorrow when we play badminton!! (I am left-handed and can't do backhand!1!!1 Haha. I so rock.)

Btw! Something about Initial D that I forgot to mention. The cap that Jay wore... it has the word "ENEOS" on it! Want me to make it clearer to you? okay. ENEOS. WAHAHAHA!

special coverage on Shannen! (-_-")

Today my mom dragged me shopping, and then afterwards Shannen came to town to meet me. We talked a lot (again) about many many things. Most of them cannot be repeated here, but anyway, we arrived at a few conclusions:

1) WE ARE VERY ALIKE!! ...in, er, many aspects. *cough*

2) Primary school politics are the worst kind of politics.

3) You can have a class that can't bring itself to cheer loudly at competitions. You can have a class that cheers reallly loudly at competitions - but only because it comprises a lot of superbly outgoing people. And you can have a class that cheers reallly loudly at competitions - because it's truly united. (Think 05A1 of the first intake.)

4) NYJC was the best thing that ever happened to us.

5) The hardcorers are really the best kinds of friends to have. X333333

6) The hardcorers really slack off their studies. XD

7) There are *warm-then-cold* people in this world. But why?

Okay, that's only about 50% of what we talked about... the other 50% is QUITE PRIVATE... aha. Shannen is BHB (=P) and wants me to add a LOT more about her. 'SPECIAL COVERAGE'. LOL. Erm, okay. I will write about Shannen! Shannen is very pretty, likes singing, likes slacking, likes shopping, likes walking into *weird* stores that I cannot relate with, likes KFC (for some reason), likes taking neoprints, ikes spending money on kyuuute things! But this very *strange* and 'bu yao lian' gal has become one of my bestest, bestest friends! =) Really... there are not a lot of people whom I can say that about. Only you, Sylvia and Shuyi! (How come all of my closest friends' names start with 'S'? That means you all are asses! Hahaha)

But Shannen... really... thanks a lot for everything ^_^ for listening to my whining, my bitching, my crapping, my laming, my outpourings... haven't had anyone to talk to like that in a long time. Hahaha! I think I have crapped enough about you... haha. Enough?! LOL.

Oh, and today I happened to walk into the J-pop shop at Heeren for the first ever time. Haha! A sea of very pretty faces. Whee. (Sylvia, you must be so happy! and proud of me! HAHA.)

Hahahaha... btw! Von! I watched your Fruits Basket! Only the first episode... haha. Quite interesting, it is. =P

I realized that I still have homework to do! I have my maths TYS to pia... BUT... CHOOTING HAS NO TYS!! AHAHAHAHA! *evil laughter* I also have Literature to pia... BUT... CHOOTING HAS NO 'MEASURE FOR MEASURE'!! AHAHAHAHA! *evil laughter* Yes... I rock. Even Shannen and Vinny have bought their books! And I HAVEN'T! *sky is falling* I so rock!

okie. I miss the hardcorers! (again!) I hope we're meeting up tomorrow.

I'm getting a headache... too much radiation.... buh-bye. >.<

drifting.

Initial D is quite cool! ahaha. But you can just refer to Mag's blog if you want to know my opinion on it. Because she mentioned everything I wanted to say! Haha! Great minds think alike... er... yup. I think the best part about Initial D is the music... and Edison & Shawn! Haha. We girl hardcorers are dangerous in the cinema and in the arcade... and at KPool too... KNS table rocks.

couldn't join them for daytona later. Sad...

Wu Jian Dao blows me away! I is better than II. I can't wait for III. So nice ~~~~. Haven't watched such a grea movie in a long time.

I slept six hours only last night. 12am to 6am. *shrugs* I don't understand why. Maybe I was thinking too much. Today I was allll drowsy. Hm.