I'm always telling people not to think too much, but I admit I'm guilty of committing the same crime.

I just can't help it. There are always a million-and-one questions, a million-and-one issues surfacing in my head at the same time.

Anyway, this is just to say not to expect too much from my blog. I am always honest in my entries, but I never give the full picture, I never put in much of what I feel and think. Everything I write here is so superficial I get sick sometimes looking at it...

I am only human. I am also capable of anger. Just like you are. Just like everyone else is. I am also capable of sadness. Just like you are. Just like everyone else.

And yet I am not like everyone else.

For the first time this year... I can feel myself plunging headlong into... not depression. That's not the word. It could be confusion. Something kinda close to that...