kinokuniya!
yay!! finally finished gift-shopping. I feel so accomplished and proud of myself. Hehehe.
I was walking around in Kinokuniya for hours. My feet are so tired now, but I am very happy!!
I love Kino. I always have. But previously those many times I visited I always went straight to the young adults' section, or the comics section, and never poked around in the other areas. Today, out of desperation, I did, and I realize that in fact Kinokuniya has a lot more really interesting things to offer. Hehehe. I think I can blow off all my savings just in that bookstore... so many nice and schweet interesting books I wanna get! (Btw, I only have $17 left in my savings. T_T)
I WANT TO STUDY JAPANESE. T_T poking around in those sections makes me feel so demoralized. Everytime I saw people standing around there, browsing, I thought, 'Waa, don't torture me...' hehe... my sis has begun teaching me Japanese... the 'a i u e o'... but somehow I have misplaced the hiragana list. ^^;; what a great student I am.
I spent a lot of $$ today again. And my mom spent $$ on me again. I really feel so bad. I don't think I will shop anymore next year. I don't need to. Hehehe.
Hehehe. I can't wait to give the prezzies!! =D
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Even though people left and right are changing and disappointing me, even though that past sense of comfort and solace is gone, even though I don't know if we can go back to the past, even though I know things will never be as happy as long ago, I will accept it and move on. Because I know for certain who will never leave me and I will be strong for them. Even if I have to be unhappy because people around me are unhappy, I will be there for them, but I won't let it get me down anymore. Worrying about someone else's problems will not solve it for them... Worrying is not the way. I will be optimistic and practise what I preach.
I was walking around in Kinokuniya for hours. My feet are so tired now, but I am very happy!!
I love Kino. I always have. But previously those many times I visited I always went straight to the young adults' section, or the comics section, and never poked around in the other areas. Today, out of desperation, I did, and I realize that in fact Kinokuniya has a lot more really interesting things to offer. Hehehe. I think I can blow off all my savings just in that bookstore... so many nice and schweet interesting books I wanna get! (Btw, I only have $17 left in my savings. T_T)
I WANT TO STUDY JAPANESE. T_T poking around in those sections makes me feel so demoralized. Everytime I saw people standing around there, browsing, I thought, 'Waa, don't torture me...' hehe... my sis has begun teaching me Japanese... the 'a i u e o'... but somehow I have misplaced the hiragana list. ^^;; what a great student I am.
I spent a lot of $$ today again. And my mom spent $$ on me again. I really feel so bad. I don't think I will shop anymore next year. I don't need to. Hehehe.
Hehehe. I can't wait to give the prezzies!! =D
Even though people left and right are changing and disappointing me, even though that past sense of comfort and solace is gone, even though I don't know if we can go back to the past, even though I know things will never be as happy as long ago, I will accept it and move on. Because I know for certain who will never leave me and I will be strong for them. Even if I have to be unhappy because people around me are unhappy, I will be there for them, but I won't let it get me down anymore. Worrying about someone else's problems will not solve it for them... Worrying is not the way. I will be optimistic and practise what I preach.
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