mirror.

what if I've been looking into a mirror all this while?

disliking my own reflection? and not knowing it was in fact my reflection at all?

Should I even think this much about this and everything else?

Thank you, my dearest friends... you know who you are. Thanks for providing me with those rare high, hyper & happy moments on days mostly filled with bleakness, boredom and 'lowness' now. Thanks for reminding me that I'm not alone.

Can't tell you all how much this means for me at times like this. Simple messages. Some not even two sentences, and yet it's all I need to know. Long and heartwarming messages. Helping me even though you were tired and unhappy too. Letters. Seeing you all before school and after school. Having fun. Crapping. Singing loud and off-key into the night...

...where we are comfortable around each other, where we can be ourselves. Where I don't need to mask/hide as much as I usually do.

If you can't be yourself, then there's just no point, right?

but we all have to jiayou. =) so cheer up, everybody.

sigh, I don't even know why I get sad so easily nowadays. Hopefully I'll get over this soon.

miss the holidays.