siiigh

don't scare me...

please, don't scare me.

Why is everything suddenly so...

so... so...

urgh. the word just slipped my mind.

But of late, everything seems to be going wrong. I can't stand this silence. I can't stand these subtleties. I can't stand all this cryptic-ness.

My world isn't shattering and no, it isn't ending, but there are bits of ceiling falling from the roof.

I should just stop self-deluding already.

It's been twelve years; I am no different from last time.

Still the extermely insecure, overly-softhearted, overly-sensitive, troubled and lonely kid you knew. Plagued with inferiority complex.

Only difference is, I can't cry anymore.

And I want to. I just can't.