give thanks

Think there are many, many things to give thanks for. Really.

You really shocked and terrified me today. It just suddenly struck me how fragile life is. And how close death really is to all of us. I have been so naive to assume it can't happen to any of us.

There are some people who are not so fortunate; people who never got to learn an important lesson.

I don't believe that anyone is truly useless and anyone deserves to die. Maybe I'm really too soft-hearted. But these are my true feelings. I'm a believer in redemption. You see, it all boils down to the individual's attitude, and that's my final stand.

But I'm also glad that you put your trust in me and confided in me. I am sorry I was not there for you last year. I am sorry I didn't know what you were going through. I promise to be here for you now.

Yes, there are many, many things to give thanks for.

Today was actually a really happy day. =) It felt a little productive. If only I could focus more on my lessons. Nonetheless, it's gratifying that my classmates are becoming cuter. Really. And I skipped afternoon PE, so I feel really shuang. AND I went to hang out at Macs (and then the soya bean place next door <3) with moon rainbow sky, which really put a nice end to a long day.

(We have a new PW task!!)

My mom is still as unreasonable and paranoid as ever. She still pisses me off on a regular basis but when she's not, I can tell that her mood is so much better now. She is sooo cute sometimes. I think I've become mature. I know I have to listen to what she has to say now. I know how to brighten her day and let her not always be so angry.

I went out with her to Bugis yesterday and thoroughly enjoyed myself. =)

(I hate shopping for slippers. I went from OG Somerset to OG Bugis to Bugis Seiyu to look for my beautiful pair of slippers. But it never had my size or the colour I wanted. So irritating! At least when you buy clothes it's okay to upsize or downsize by 1 unit la... T_T)