IT ENDS TODAY!
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!! I am so happy! My A levels are finally over. YAY! But I seriously screwed up a lot of papers! My prelims were much better... okay, I'm not going there. I am so NOT going to think about it until March next year. Besides, I still have insomnia to worry about.
Insomnia is really scary. You can be really really tired and yet your brain keeps revolving and so you can't rest at all. And because of that, you can't study. And because of that, all your studying plans are ruined and possibly your future will be ruined. And because you worry_THAT_much, you become so depressed that you start crying every afternoon when your weariness reaches its peak. And at night, you start worrying that you can't sleep and because you are so stressed up about it PLUS the exams you can't sleep even more. It's a vicious cycle.
It's really bad. You never, ever want to get insomnia.
Plus my body is so qiang2 that it has developed resistance to tranquilizers and sleeping pills. So... I dunno. I realize this is a long and tough battle I must fight on my own. It's so easy to fall into a pit and yet so tough to climb out of it.
Boooooo... Only slept like 2.5 hours yesterday (and I'm still so energized. I'm not human.)
Oh but today was great. I'm so glad I suggested that Yinghui bring her cam along so that we can take pics in NY in our browny school uniforms for the final time. We combed NYJC's hillsides (rectilinear slopes) and romped about on the rooftops and took a couple of really really schweet photos. I hope that Yinghui won't be so sloooooowww to upload them.
And after that we went to dine at New York New York for Mel and Shaun's birthday =) It was all really very nice. The food was really just okay and the price was crazy but... felt quite cosy tucked into the seat with so many people around~ Didn't think I would feel very 'high' after the examinations but in the end I did after all~
AH~ So many activities lined up. *excited* AND THERE'S TAIWAN!
...only... I still have insomnia... =(
Insomnia is really scary. You can be really really tired and yet your brain keeps revolving and so you can't rest at all. And because of that, you can't study. And because of that, all your studying plans are ruined and possibly your future will be ruined. And because you worry_THAT_much, you become so depressed that you start crying every afternoon when your weariness reaches its peak. And at night, you start worrying that you can't sleep and because you are so stressed up about it PLUS the exams you can't sleep even more. It's a vicious cycle.
It's really bad. You never, ever want to get insomnia.
Plus my body is so qiang2 that it has developed resistance to tranquilizers and sleeping pills. So... I dunno. I realize this is a long and tough battle I must fight on my own. It's so easy to fall into a pit and yet so tough to climb out of it.
Boooooo... Only slept like 2.5 hours yesterday (and I'm still so energized. I'm not human.)
Oh but today was great. I'm so glad I suggested that Yinghui bring her cam along so that we can take pics in NY in our browny school uniforms for the final time. We combed NYJC's hillsides (rectilinear slopes) and romped about on the rooftops and took a couple of really really schweet photos. I hope that Yinghui won't be so sloooooowww to upload them.
And after that we went to dine at New York New York for Mel and Shaun's birthday =) It was all really very nice. The food was really just okay and the price was crazy but... felt quite cosy tucked into the seat with so many people around~ Didn't think I would feel very 'high' after the examinations but in the end I did after all~
AH~ So many activities lined up. *excited* AND THERE'S TAIWAN!
...only... I still have insomnia... =(
posted by HEAR'TS IN THE COUNTRY @ 11:29 PM
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